Hihi! I am Serene Heng:) I was born on 22 December 1988, a huge baby who weighed over 9 pounds. I grew up in a humble house, raised by my adorable parents. I have two elder sisters, 4 nieces, 1 nephew, and 1 rabbit. Hahaha はじめまして。 どうぞよろしくお願いします！
2015 Resolutions1) Learn how to swim
2) Learn to speak the Japanese language
3) Go for dance classes
4) Take part in Oschool Dance Recital
5) Help my P6 students do well for PSLE
6) Decent savings in my bank
7) Run 100km by 2013
`°•.¸¸.•°` Wednesday, October 14, 2009 `°•.¸¸.•°`
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I had such a bad bad dream last night =(
I cut open my abdomen (FOR F**K!?!?!). I could insert my hand through the opening and reached in, fumbling my way through the slimy texture and waxy segments of my intestines before pulling out fat matter. Each time, the skin would healed and attached itself back together few days later, leaving a 4-inch long, centralized, faint red mark. It wasn't bloody nor very painful. In fact, I didn't any pain at all.
But, the very last time I slit myself again, the penetration was so deep my stomach was exposed. I pried open the gates of my abdomen to inspect my healthy pink organ. I reached into my stomach and retrieved traces of undigested food which I consumed earlier. To my surprise, the hydrochloric juice didn't scald my hands.
This time round, I had a difficult time healing the wounds. The length of the cut extended to nearly 5 inches long, intersecting my belly button. Whenever I walked, the disjointed skin brushed against each other, refusing to cohabit as one again. Days later, I wasn't healing well. Blood stained my white tee-shirt as I hold on to my abdomen, afraid that the contents inside would spilled out and flow.
My handphone alarm clocked went off before the next scene of my dream could actualized.
It was a gruesome dream. I didn't dare to move when I opened my eyes to greet reality. Slowly, I slided my right hand under my shirt, praying silently that I would not feel a rough surface nor blood. When my hand didn't find anything strangely odd, I lifted my shirt for my eyes to confirm the fact.
I never felt so relieved before.
죽다 ! (-.-")