Hihi! I am Serene Heng:) I was born on 22 December 1988, a huge baby who weighed over 9 pounds. I grew up in a humble house, raised by my adorable parents. I have two elder sisters, 4 nieces, 1 nephew, and 1 rabbit. Hahaha はじめまして。 どうぞよろしくお願いします！
2015 Resolutions1) Learn how to swim
2) Learn to speak the Japanese language
3) Go for dance classes
4) Take part in Oschool Dance Recital
5) Help my P6 students do well for PSLE
6) Decent savings in my bank
7) Run 100km by 2013
`°•.¸¸.•°` Tuesday, October 20, 2009 `°•.¸¸.•°`
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A lot of things have been running through my mind. I hope that when the day comes, I can come clean and confess my heart out. It's going to be a scene filled with emotions, finger-pointings and tears. It would be very difficult to look you in the eyes and convert my thoughts into words. I would be judged by you, questioned and forced to defend myself. But debating is definitely not one of my areas of expertise. I kinda know what you would ask me, but I do not have the answer you want. Coz no matter what my replies, they would be deemed as excuses.
I hope before my 21st birthday party, I would have already gathered enough strength to deal with the problem. I hope I'll be strong and courageous enough to face and settle the issue with a sensible and mature mind. Likewise, I hope the party(ies) involved would over look my imperfections and accept who Serene Heng is, not who other think I am or the image that the society constructed me as.
I expected that the issue would affect our relationship(s) vastly. But I hope that the act of acknowledging the problem to you myself would minimize the impact.
Some of my closer friends would probably already know what is the issue I am talking about just by reading this subtle post. So to you all who understood me, I thank you for the lovely suggestions and support that you all have showered on me.
One good reason why it is so hard to tell you, is because you mean a lot to me and I care about how you feel.